The passage I chose was when Holden went to look for his sister Phoebe. He writes a note to her while sitting on the school stairs, intending to give it to the principal or someone who can deliver it to her. He ends up not going through with it– feeling sick and sitting back down.
All I wanted to do first was say good-by to old Phoebe. So all of a sudden, I ran like a madman across the street–I damn near got killed doing it, if you want to know the truth–and went in this stationery store and bought a pad and pencil. I figured I’d write her a note telling her where to meet me so I could say good-by to her and give her back her Christmas dough, and then I’d take the note up to her school and get somebody in the principal’s office to give it to her.
This is the most enthusiastic about seeing another person– Phoebe– Holden has ever been. He’s created this “I hate everybody” act, but here he is really shown to care for someone. Before giving the note to an old woman working in the principal’s office, Holden sees some profanity scrawled on the wall of the school, and worries about his sister or other children seeing it. It’s a moment of vulnerability for him, where the reader gets to see a bit of his true self beyond the depressed yet self-righteous character he’s created for himself.
– Vivienne K.